New Life Begins

New life come to me,I need u so damnly...I think back about the past i think i'm fool.Everybody,don'tknow my atitude..The only know is He..yup,its Danny Decker..But,he is so far from me..he at London..I miss him so much,,..Miss texting with him,Miss he's voice,miss him sweet smile and he's blue eyes,,I want to call him but,i just scared he forget me and don't know me..Its will break my heart..He is caring n loving...stop talking about him,it will make me cry..
Now,talk about my Ex-boyfiee =)..I miss them all,so much.first off all,i know the meaning of love from him..Its Tengku Farid <3..I call him Teddy..He so cute,just like me ;)..her sexy smile make my heartbeat whenever i see him,,we are in same school..we always date at our private place,we call that Garden Of Love,,We are the one who no about the place..when,i crying i always go to the garden n he will find me at there...but now,he leave me for a years n go to Paris,I miss him,i remember when he say me goodbye,It is on 17-7-2009..Its is friday n the imporatant thing is that is my birthday date...I crying like a mad girl.He don't want to let me go,but,he pity that i will miss him when he far from me,Farid ,u let me go,i will even more missing u...when he go,all i can do is crying,Blame myslfe n Crying ..I don't go back home,I promised to Farid that i will be wait for him at here forever..But,Bianca saw me n she ask me to go back home,I don't want i promise him,bianca persuade me,i don't want..this promise don't go on forever..I get sick n pengsan at there..Bianca call the ambulance..when,i was at hospital..I saw farid..he kiss me,kiss my forehead and my hand  ..I wake up,n i know that just a dream cause farid go forever and he will never came back until know,I never see him,never call him,n I still missing him..


                                      New life's begin today.Iforgot everything about the past,about Amir about allanc n all my Ex (accept Farid n Danny)..I soo happy that i just started my new lifee,I forget everything about amir n allanc,everything !!!!!!!!..all i know,they is a STRANGERS for me now n forever...Yeay,no more love,no more heart broken,no more tears n No more  Problems ....:)

      Btw,I got new Nick name..Yeah,,Its PEKO..my classmate call me peko b'cause pipi i merah mcm bebola,,Love the nickname,its so cute..,Peko ,Peko ,peko...:D

Cobaan

selasa 17 may 2011,hari yg paling sedih dlm hidup yana..Yana hilang due org yana syg,yana regret...Allanc yana syg allanc ,,,yana tau allanc jeles yana ngn amir..but,yana dh lme syg die,yana x bole lupekn die..sumpah,yana sedih gile bile allanc tinggalkn yan,Ni semue sebab puteri tu..If not,Our love will last longer...mama pun ckp allanc tu mama rse ok n die pun syg yana .. But,now mama yana rse die dh x syg kn yana n event,die mesti dh lupekn yana..Mama,tau kn amir?yg yana ckp psl die kt mama tu,now die dh ade gf bru,gf die lawa Pakai tudung,sopan..bukan mcm yana seksi,keluar x pkai tudung,ade kwan tpi mesre sngt,hmm..ade sorang ni kwn amir Im ngn yana kate Amir suke org pkai tudung je..And that time yana sedar yana x msuk dlm golongan pompuan yg die suke...Maybe,he not the best for me,allanc maybe..but,i just loose both n i regret it...Yana pray to god,yana want the time flashback n end happily,but,it imposiibble..yana have to forget it..,maybe,betul ckp eki,yana kene inm love dgn org yg sme mcm yana,like europian msuk malay..maybe,it's the best..hmm,i think..Yana suke in love with malay boy cause yana suke tngk mse diorang pkai baju melayu n songkong..nmpk yg there's a light form theire face..I wish that..Maybe,it will not came true,but yana always wish for that thing..

Now,yana rapat ngn sorang lelaki ni nme die Danial Deccker..die pun mcm yan europian msuk malay..die satu sklh ngn yana n yan afalling with him,Ade 1 hari tu die nyanyi untuk yana kt theatre sklh lgu Marry me-bruno mars..awww,die sweet sngt..but,yana kne beware..:')


tu je..BBye..I love u ,,

MY LOVELY BROTher...

Shahrul Naazim..<3..My bro..Die cute..:P..hihihi...

Me and YOu

                                          Amir,eventhough,i in a relationship with other guys,i still loving u..Me n Allanc is just a friend...Don't worry,my heart still got u...I love u...So much..I waiting for you..AmiR DAEE..I LOVE U..:-*

Moment Of true..

This was the day,it was the time an it was a hour that he say "i pun terpikat kt u"..>.<..awww<3...Die sweet rite?

I love Him,Yeah,so much..I don't want to let him go..don't ever think about it..I syg u Amir...Sngt2..
I just wish that he love me as i love him..I don't want like One hand clapping..realy,Amir..I love u..

I know you’re always there… there to catch me when I fall… there to listen when I need you there when I feel alone. I love you because you understand me… you know how I feel even when I can’ say it… you know I’m not as strong as I say and still you never let me know that I’m not fooling you. I love you because you make me believe, believe that I am no worthless… believe that I can be loved, am loved, and can love others. I love you because you know, you know I feel this way but can’t say it and still you wait… letting me take my time to come to terms with the fact that I love you… would give my life up to be with you… and about all… never hurt you… lie to you… or leave you 

FuckaDOddle..

When someone Mad or Fool,They will say FUCKUP,BITCH,FUCK U ASS HOLE,CIBAI n what so ever,,...Yeah,But, i say FUCKADODDLE...
Bitch,kau x yah la bangga sngt ngn Bf kau tu wei,,..Bf kau tu perangai cm FUCK je tau...V**** tu akn game kau satu hari jugak..so,xyah la nk bangga sngt Bitch..Ckp I LOVE U bgai la..ewww,annoying wei...
klau aku nk ckp ngn A*** (My admirer)bole la wei,tpi just mlu je,bukan cm kau x MALU..SYial...
Satu hri kau akn rse ape yg aku rse wei,,Skit hati wei,tngk kau ngn bf kau ..SUMPAH.!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Klau kau BREAKUP ngn V**** tu..sumpah wei,kau mrh gile ngn mamat tu...
hu...
just for the reminder Girl,i don't want u broken hearted with the boy..aku bukan jeles mkau ngn die,just nk ingat kn je...
May good punish u V****

Saye dh mule Suke awk la A***

Wajah yang tampan
Sunggu menawan
Dan juga kaya ku suka dia
Tapanya kaya sungguh sederhana
Baik budinya juga bahasanya

Saat kau menghampiri diri ku
Ku ingin engkau tahu
Sebenarnya aku diam-diam
Aku jatuh hati pada mu
Ku ingin tahu diam-diam
Aku jatuh hati pada mu
Ku ingin kau tahu

Sunggu menawan
Dan juga kaya ku suka dia
Tapanya kaya sungguh sederhana
Baik budinya juga bahasanya

Saat kau menghampiri diri ku
Ku ingin engkau tahu
Sebenarnya aku diam-diam
Aku jatuh hati pada mu
Ku ingin tahu diam-diam
Aku jatuh hati pada mu

Ku ingin tahu diam-diam
Aku jatuh hati pada mu
Ku ingin tahu diam-diam
Aku jatuh hati pada mu
Ku Ingin kau tahu

Saat kau menghampiri diri ku
Ku ingin engkau tahu
Sebenarnya aku diam-diam
Aku jatuh hati pada mu
Ku ingin tahu diam-diam
Aku jatuh hati pada mu

Ku ingin tahu diam-diam
Aku jatuh hati pada mu
Ku ingin tahu diam-diam
Aku jatuh hati pada mu
Ku ingin kau tahu

I have been stupid trusting u...

I open my Formspring n there is one question...

'Kau Ex hakimie Hitch?aku dh jdi gf die la wei,x yah nk tulis post kau psl die lgi ok...aku dh meet die,kau prnh ke? "

 i read back n i crying,crying badly..I just wana meet u today,but,this is what i got..
i,m not a gurl that easily forget something special about u,For me,u are special kimie,To special..
But,i,m not special to u..
u ckp je i ade kt hati u la ,bgai la..
for the 2nd time i been played by boys...I just get enough...U make me hate at u..KIMIE,Forever n ever,I will forget u,Will forget EVERYTHING about u,I SWEAR..
I will pray god u get a punishment for fool my heart?
i x prnh jht cmni,but u yg buat i jht kimie,u mmg melampau...

so,what,klau gf u bace?
aku kesa pulak kau mrh aku kn?
x kesa la wei,pegi ar pegi..
KIMIE !! jus go away from my life n never come BACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Best Buddy ever..:)

 Amir Daee..he's name..He's sixteen..Yeah,kinda Hot...;)
hahaha,He's so kind..slalu je sakitkn hati yana...hahaha(main2 je)..,Company me n i syg die as friends ok..
Jeles? so what? kesah pulak aku kn?
hahah,I call him PAKCIK n ATOK...!!!

  Die sklh Methodist Boy School..budak pndai ni wei...hahah(amir jgn bngge sngt ok)..hihi..

Thank's god...

At thursday night...I O.T.P with kimie...<3..voice die so cute...i miss he matured voice..yeah,,i falling in love with himm..totally....
He say that i'm such a sweetalker...Awww...Kimie you buat i cairlah....hahah...I nk skype with him...but,always bz laa...sorry kimie...
mse i on skype,u x on..hmmm,miss u ...