Saturday, 28 May 2011

New Life Begins

New life come to me,I need u so damnly...I think back about the past i think i'm fool.Everybody,don'tknow my atitude..The only know is He..yup,its Danny Decker..But,he is so far from me..he at London..I miss him so much,,..Miss texting with him,Miss he's voice,miss him sweet smile and he's blue eyes,,I want to call him but,i just scared he forget me and don't know me..Its will break my heart..He is caring n loving...stop talking about him,it will make me cry..
Now,talk about my Ex-boyfiee =)..I miss them all,so much.first off all,i know the meaning of love from him..Its Tengku Farid <3..I call him Teddy..He so cute,just like me ;)..her sexy smile make my heartbeat whenever i see him,,we are in same school..we always date at our private place,we call that Garden Of Love,,We are the one who no about the place..when,i crying i always go to the garden n he will find me at there...but now,he leave me for a years n go to Paris,I miss him,i remember when he say me goodbye,It is on 17-7-2009..Its is friday n the imporatant thing is that is my birthday date...I crying like a mad girl.He don't want to let me go,but,he pity that i will miss him when he far from me,Farid ,u let me go,i will even more missing u...when he go,all i can do is crying,Blame myslfe n Crying ..I don't go back home,I promised to Farid that i will be wait for him at here forever..But,Bianca saw me n she ask me to go back home,I don't want i promise him,bianca persuade me,i don't want..this promise don't go on forever..I get sick n pengsan at there..Bianca call the ambulance..when,i was at hospital..I saw farid..he kiss me,kiss my forehead and my hand  ..I wake up,n i know that just a dream cause farid go forever and he will never came back until know,I never see him,never call him,n I still missing him..


                                      New life's begin today.Iforgot everything about the past,about Amir about allanc n all my Ex (accept Farid n Danny)..I soo happy that i just started my new lifee,I forget everything about amir n allanc,everything !!!!!!!!..all i know,they is a STRANGERS for me now n forever...Yeay,no more love,no more heart broken,no more tears n No more  Problems ....:)

      Btw,I got new Nick name..Yeah,,Its PEKO..my classmate call me peko b'cause pipi i merah mcm bebola,,Love the nickname,its so cute..,Peko ,Peko ,peko...:D

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